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In
fact, I am the type of being unable to adjust to real or practical
life. |
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In
other words, I am always dreaming of ideal world and complaining
about the inequality. |
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Moreover,
my pride is so strong that if someone hurts my feeling, I
fly to and stand up to with a harsh tone. |
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Sometimes,
I am making a series of complaints on this secular capitalism. |
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And,
tired, I am getting to the conclusion that all is due to myself
and I tend to hurriedly empty myself. |
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I
really hate that kind life filled with unreal idealism. |
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But
fortunately all my family have embraced me all the time. |
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That
might be in the category of resignation; I grumble so many
times and they get used to it. |
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But there could be one thing; I haven't far deviated from
the truth. |
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..... |
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In
fact, I have lived on their expectation that I would expand
my creed in sometime. |
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Hence
all the parts of reality have become the burden to my family,
and poverty itself... |
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Furthermore
I still have no gut to find my job and stickingly keep my
position. |
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Thus,
I am leading a life of Outsider's, spending time like a singing
grasshopper. |
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